FireBearer

I Bear The Fires Of Hell...

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Light has never been so dark. by FireBearer, literature

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Light has never been so dark.

As I sit here lying to myself there is only one thing on my mind. Could it be any worse? A question I ask myself often. Not often enough to be depressing, Yet still so often I feel irritated. I almost don't notice it anymore. The pain, that is. The first time it was like a thousand suns Had pierced my heart in one slow, jagged strike. Yeah, it was a bitch. The important thing is that I lived through it. There's a cliché that describes it well: "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger." I'm not quite sure who said it... I do know that they were right, though.

Ai wa Sensou by FireBearer, literature

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Ai wa Sensou

Seth is a twenty-seven-year-old man who has just returned from fighting in a war in another country. He is waiting for his family to pick him up from the airport, not knowing that they were killed in an air bombing the week before. It was set up by his country's government to create fear and hatred for other countries among the citizens. He is currently writing down his thoughts about the war, wondering if anything he did before he left the war was right or for a good cause. As I wait here for my family, I can't help but ponder my actions in the past: what I have done, from the time I could talk to the time I could fight. I can't help but th

Speak Now - Chapter 1 by FireBearer, literature

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Speak Now - Chapter 1

It had been three months since I had seen him. Three long, unbearable, heartbreaking months. I wanted to see him, I really did. He was my best friend after all, and I completely crushed him. But I couldn't bring myself to see him, not then and not now. I didn't know what I was going to do; school would be starting again soon and I hadn't thought of any excuses as to why I'd avoided him. No reasonable ones that is. I decided then that I would just have to tell him the truth. There were worse things, right? I wasn't too sure if I would actually be able to go through with it though. It would take everything I had just to see him, let alone tell

Freedom: The Life of a Mexican - Prologue by FireBearer, literature

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Freedom: The Life of a Mexican - Prologue

A man once told me of many great things. He told me of a life of freedom; a place where things would be different. I believed him at the time because I wanted to believe that what he said was true. Besides, anything was better than where I was; it had to be. I now live in a barn, along with the rest of the workers. Mr. Smith believes we should be forced to live in here, just like the rest of the animals. That's all we are to him and everyone else. We've been called animals so many times that some of the younger workers are starting to believe it themselves. Even the children of our 'employer' seem to think we are no better than the cattle o

Bloodlust by FireBearer, literature

The Gift of Behaviour by FireBearer, literature

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The Gift of Behaviour

The clouds were drifting solemnly over our almost peaceful little town. People were going about their day as if to forget what happened as quickly as possible, as if by forgetting it they could avoid it themselves. I knew all too well what it was like to feel that way. I wish I could still feel that way, but it's too late for me. As I watched the townsfolk who I had grown up with and learned to trust, I realized I hadn't really known them: nothing personal that is. There was mostly talk about crops or weather, or something mundane like that; no stories of valour, no gossip to spread, nothing even the slightly out of the ordinary. That is, if

This Is My Safe Place by FireBearer, literature

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This Is My Safe Place

Music courses through my veins Like adrenaline, the rush is incredible Feeling as though I can do anything Be anywhere, see everything Even the sound flowing through my body All else falls away from me As nothing else is welcome This is my happy place So peaceful and full of serenity I can touch the sky and more Nothing is beyond me now Not in this place, a place I call my own Where I and I alone can thrive Soaring through an endless night Where the stars are dancing to the rhythm The sun dares not interrupt this time For this is my place And I alone control it all Even the sounds of life itself Where life is beautiful and

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Speak Now - Chapter 1 by FireBearer, literature

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The Lie of Love by FireBearer, literature

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The Lie of Love

I live a lie Outdone by you It makes me cry What can I do? Stop hiding It's not worth it You're chiding I'm dying bit by bit You don't agree But it's true I don't see What there is to lose It scares me This thought That you'll hate me So I've fought Every little urge Every tiny ache It makes me purge Feeling so fake I love you There I said it What will you do? Probably quit You're too good I'm not enough Misunderstood Yet you call my bluff I need you so You're what I live for Please, don't go It makes me crave more Beat me down Make me feel worthless I shan't frown Nor feel distress Nothing you'll do Will

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About FireBearer

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Dec 12
Canada
Deviant for 12 years
He / Him

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My Bio

*Sigh* Time for a fresh start. Forget what I had written before. I'm much different now. So much has changed since I put up my little "bio", and you know what? I'm glad. I don't miss being the old me. It's kind of fun being different. Of course, the road here sure as hell wasn't fun. God, life just kinda sucks sometimes, you know? I mean, it's all for a reason, but it seriously just bums me out sometimes. I hurt people and I've been hurt. I'm fairly antisocial now. Not in a sociopathic sort of way, but more of a shy loner type of deal. Yeah, I can talk a fair amount once I've come to know someone, but no way in hell would I be able to just walk up to someone and start a conversation. I'm definitely an uke, that's for sure. That's not the point, though. Actually, there is no point. I'm just kinda talking about nothing and anything. I really should organise my thoughts more. Anyways, here's a little bit about me:

I'll wear a smile even if you piss me off. I'll kick your ass if you mess with my friends. If I fall for you and you talk about this person you like, I'll support your decision even though my heart will be breaking. If you come to me with a problem, I won't always know what to say, but I'm good for hugs and I'll try my best. I'm not always smiling, but that doesn't mean I'm not happy. You can easily tell how I'm feeling just by looking at me, as I don't really hide my emotions well. I bottle things up to the point that when I cry, I wont stop for hours unless someone helps me through it. If you're my friend, you'll know that I can be an idiot sometimes, but that I never mean any harm. And if you're my friend, you'll know that I will always need you, no matter what.

Er..so, yeah. that's me in a nutshell. I'm pretty average personality wise, aren't I? Ah well, average is better than nothing.

Favourite Visual Artist

I am not that informed when it comes to art...and artists

Favourite Movies

Kung Fu Panda 2, Naruto: Ninja Clash in the Land of Snow, Alvin and The Chipmunks (all), Harry Potter (all), Vampires Suck, Wreck-it Ralph, Zombieland, 21 Jump Street, The Disappearance of Haruhi Suzumiya

Favourite TV Shows

Reba, Bones, Naruto, Naruto Shippuden, Atomic Betty ^^, Totally Spies, iCarly, The Simpsons, Family Guy, Corner Gas, Lucky Star, The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, The Familiar of Zero

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Hatsune Miku, 78Violet, Lady Gaga, Theory of a Deadman, Nickelback, Owl City, Rin Kagamine, Len Kagamine, Kaito, Meiko, Luka Megurine, Akita Neru

Favourite Books

House of Night Series, The Infernal Devices Series, The Mortal Instruments Series, Eragon Series

Favourite Writers

Cassandra Claire, P.C. and Kristin Cast

Favourite Games

Naruto: Rise of a Ninja, Naruto: The Broken Bond, Kirby (any), Sonic the Hedgehog (any), Castle Crashers, Alien Hominid HD, Happy Wars, Proffessor Layton Games, Naruto Shippuden: Ultimate Ninja Storm Generations, Final Fantasy

Favourite Gaming Platform

Xbox 360

Tools of the Trade

Various Pencils and Pencil Crayons, My Imagination, Corel Painter Essentials 4, My Keyboard

Other Interests

I have many other interests, but if you want to know specifics, you'll have to ask me.

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Jul 30, 2013

What do you do when the good guy dies?

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I was just wondering...How do you react when the good guy dies? Like, if the hero gets killed by the villain...What do you do? For me it would depend on the situation. Sometimes I'll cry. Sometimes I'll have seen it coming. Sometimes I just roll my eyes at the sad attempt to make me feel closer to the character. And sometimes I'll be like "Hey, this guy was a douche of a hero and a complete idiot so it was bound to happen." But that's just me. Usually it's just very sad though...I'm told that I am an immature reader who prefers happy endings...so that might have something to do with it.

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Jul 28, 2013

If I must...

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--- The Rules: --- 1. You must post these rules. 2. Answer the questions the tagger set for you, and create new questions for the people you tag to answer. 3. You have to choose 10 people to tag and post their icons on your journal 4. Go to their pages and tell them you have tagged her/him. 5. No tag backs. 6. No crap in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you're reading this." You have to tag 10 people. ----- QUESTIONS: 1. What are you doing while reading this journal? Eating a brownie, cleaning the kitchen, and coming up with revenge plots while listening to music and dancing like a dork. 2. What color is your shirt? Gray

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Jun 5, 2013

Life and Stuff and Other Things.

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It's been over a month now since I was last on here. There's not much for me to say, other than the fact that I'm lonely, I hate being away from my friends, I'm moving at the end of the month, I'm so not looking forward to the last day of school (I fear I may cry), I'm going to have my heart broken in two and a half weeks, and I am seriously considering going into a random coma just to escape everything. Life is kind of my enemy right now, but I have to face it head on and keep on going. I don't know why I'm feeling so...blah, for lack of a better word, but I am. I've been feeling this way for a while now and I just can't shake it. The only t